Hi

This blog is actually a secret change from an old blog.

I like my privacy, I also like to burn bridges.

Occasionally I might tell a best friend, a boyfriend, or a stranger about my blog in a drunken rambling…

And then the relationship that I built with the person falls apart.

And I can’t write

I cannot write imaging that the person who I onced loved and trusted is reading my personal thoughts, fears,  and stories.

I like to pretend everything is ok.  I like to pretend that I am not screaming inside every day.  I like to pretend I am normal.

When someone I know reads this, I can longer pretend.

You only get to know my craziness when there is trust.  Once trust is lost it is back to pretending.

So I moved.

Welcome to my new home.