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Archive for May, 2008

Life is a Silly Game

Life is a silly game, a catch 22, the grass is greener somewhere else, you never get what you want, and things always go wrong.
Things always go wrong.
And I can only laugh.  I can only laugh when I get 6 phone calls from the boy I am NOT interested in and the boy I am [...]

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Sometimes I look around at the world and wonder, is this really my life.
As I am sitting on the stairs of my backyard, looking at the rolling houses in San Francisco.
Is this really where I live?
As I am riding my bicycle with 30 other people.
Did I really create this?
As I am driving down the rode.
Is [...]

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The Office

Sometimes my life is TV.
Me: My cell phone wont get service today, I don’t know whats wrong.
Boss: Thats because we shut it off, you are getting your pink slip tomorrow and we don’t want you to incur anymore bills.
Me: What????!!??!??! Are you serious?
Boss: No, I am kidding, what is wrong with you?
That was not funny [...]

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My friend has an arguement that I get upset when I lose control of the situation.  I get upset when I do not have control over a relationship, over a job, over life.
He claims that all of my actions are based on being in control.
Which in a way, is inherently true. When I feel like [...]

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Jealousy

I dumped a boy.
I dumped him a few months ago.
He was nice.  He was really into me.  He spent money on me, although I insisted that I will pay equally.
But he was boring.  He was not smart.
And on top of THAT
He is a virgin.
Yes, a 25 year old virgin.  He wanted a long term relationship.
I [...]

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Tired

I have felt tired.  So tired, I slur my words and get confused.  So tired, as I am not moving I suddenly feel dizzy.  So tired, my muscles feel weak and my body hurts. So tired, I crave ridiculous food like candy bars and hamburgers (I have been vegetarian for 5 years).
I am so tired, [...]

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