My hip started hurting about a month and a half ago.
During physical therapy, I had to do some random stretch.
“I kinda feel a pinch”
“Stop then”
Then the pinch did not go away. It just kept hurting.
I went to the Doctor, she said I strained my groin. Take some ibruprofen, it should be fine in [...]
Archive for July, 2008
Fucking Doctors
Posted in insanity, life on July 23, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
A Romance Movie
Posted in dating, depression, insanity, life on July 10, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I want to wallow in my bitterness and fear. Its safer there.
I can sit at home alone, afraid of falling in love. Never taking a risk. Never giving myself fully to anyone.
It hurt to much last time. It hurt so much.
And in my imagination, my future love will save me from my isolation. He will [...]
The Loneliest Moment in the World
Posted in insanity, life, tagged depression on July 8, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
The loneliest moment in the world is when you wake up at 4 am while in the depth of depression.
When you are depressed, sleep is an escape. A great 8 hours free from sadness. Free from thoughts of suicide. It is one of the few sweet reliefs from agony. But nothing is worse than waking [...]
