I want to wallow in my bitterness and fear. Its safer there.
I can sit at home alone, afraid of falling in love. Never taking a risk. Never giving myself fully to anyone.
It hurt to much last time. It hurt so much.
And in my imagination, my future love will save me from my isolation. He will [...]
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A Romance Movie
Posted in dating, depression, insanity, life on July 10, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Sinking Ships
Posted in depression, tagged depression on June 8, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
And I can feel it. The sinking. The slowly slipping deeper and deeper.
That knife is in my room.
Hope is tattooed on my wrist. I can cut write through it.
I am tired of it being there.
I am tired of it being there.
Sinking. Slipping. Deeper and deeper.
Despair.
I am tired of it being there.
Just a line.
Bleeding red. Watch [...]
