I don’t want to put my thoughts into words.  I want them to linger in my mind.  To float around in my head like clouds passing by, warning of a storm.
No sun, I am not lettin you out.

Read Full Post »

Post

You know its a good thing when I dont write.
There is no aching desire in my body to make sense of something.
There is no pain so deep that I have to write it out to let it go.
There is no fear. There is no lost in thought. There is no chaos in my mind.
I am [...]

Read Full Post »

Cyclical

I realized my life is in a constant cyclical pattern.
For a few months I will be obsessed with music.  Then I will stick to my new 10 ten bands and listen to thenm over and over again for a year.
For a few months I will be obsessed about writing, updating a blog, creating short stories.  [...]

Read Full Post »

The Smell of Death.

There is something rotting in my room.  I can smell it.  I took out the trash and searched my room but I cannot find the source of the smell.
You can only smell it when you first walk in.  After that, you stop noticing.
And I can’t stop from thinking its my soul and my body rotting [...]

Read Full Post »

Lets get this right

The actual lyric is,
Nobody sees tears when youre standing in a storm
Atmosphere, “Godlovesugly”
Full Song:

“Godlovesugly”
I wear my scars like the rings on a pimp
I live life like the captain of a sinking ship
The one thing that i can guarantee
I’m like a stepping razor, i suggest you stay fair with me
Been payin dues for a [...]

Read Full Post »

I am trapped in a hotel in ghetto ass sacramento for a pointless conference. I have nothing to say.

Read Full Post »

Dear Bella

I accidently deleted your comment. I didnt even get a change to read it.
There is no trashcan on wordpress in which I can undelete.
=(

Read Full Post »